Day 18

Yesterday was an interesting day. Work was really hard. I'm with stephanie and she really likes to complain about her job. Granted there are a ton of parts that really suck and it's not the most supportive role I have ever been in, but there have been worse jobs. After having a day of that I went home and Bridget and Ryan picked us up. We then went out on the boat and cruised around for a couple of hours. I really enjoy doing that even when it's cold. We then went and checked out a little wine and chocolate bar which is my newest favorite place to go. Needless to say I'm nursing quite the headache today. 

 I've decided to start making a list of things that I'm grateful for. I want the list to be at least 5 things long. 

 Today I'm grateful for:
My health
Charles
Matt
Vegetables
Strong Coffee
Autocorrect
Spelling Mistakes
Dishwashers 
Candles 
Fall 

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