Day 6

August 12th 

Well I got drunk last night. I ended up telling my mom how I feel about teaching - never a fun subject with her, how badly she needs to set up her life before she passes - to which she replied that she's never going to get old, and that I wanted my wedding reception night to be all about us and for our family to hang out with us too much - to which she was offended.  So that's good. I've had to drink four huge glasses of water to balance everything out this morning and my lips are really chapped. 

Matt left about a half an hour ago to go to bradford. Him and Ryan went to Bradford early to get started golfing. I believe quite a few others are joining them later today. My mom and I are going to Bradford with Bridgett later today. We're planning on leaving around 9:45 putting us there around noon. 

I'm pretty excited about today. I think it's going to be a really lovely time! I'm thinking I'll wear a jcrew dress that I've been wanting to wear to something but haven't found the right occasion. It's flowery and strapless. We'll see what it feels like later after I shower. 

I'm going to try to describe things a little more in this blog. 

The morning here is cool yet humid. When you walk outside the summer air kisses your skin and isn't abrasive or shrill. I love it. Our house is cool and smells of cleaner and candle. Charlie scratched on the door and sneezed until I woke to take him outside to do his business. The day might change but his schedule sure doesn't. Everything is quiet on early Saturday mornings. There's no hustle and bustle on the streets and all the neighbors are still dreaming. Except Charlie. 

He has now snuggled up to my toes on the couch while I type. Getting more comfortable he groans like an old man as he stretches his little legs as far as they go. He's my baby. 

I found out today my old friend growing up is having a second child. We used to be so close, but I got too drunk at her wedding and it caused our friendship to terminate. On one hand it's quite unfortunate as we used to know everything about each other, but on the other we're very different people than we used to be. She is all about babies and softball, and I want to build an empire. She's filling out our plan we had when we were 7 but I'm not down the street. 

It's interesting that one small action as getting roofied/getting drunk can ruin a lot of things in a relationship. I see it with quite a few of my friends in relationships as well as obviously friendships. The most astonishing part is that I'm not even 30. 

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